| BECAUSE OF ME YOU LOVE THIS SONG. |
[Oct. 31st, 2006|01:37 am] |
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| | like thats hard to figure out. | ] |
I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here
Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here
Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here
Where you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your
You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.
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| eh. |
[Oct. 28th, 2006|12:06 am] |
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I know I haven't updated in a few days forgive me but this whole camp is starting to get a little better...
But only a little...
They let up watch old movies all night a couple of nights ago which was surprisingly good.
Let's see what movies did we watch?
Oh yes,
Rebel Without a Cause, a favorite of mine.
The Shining, in light of the coming holiday
And a movie with John Wayne, I started to fall asleep by then though, but I like John Wayne... I used to think I was John Wayne when I was little. but I didn't just tell you that okay?
Tonight we are going to have an all night Halloween movie fest on my laptop. I'm downloading a Nightmare Before Christmas and Rocky Horror Picture show as we speak..
two of my favorites yet again.
Anyway although I still hate this place I am becoming more optimistic about the entire thing, you know making the best of the ordeal...
Yay me.
Okay Robert just rolled over with chocolate.
Yesss... cavities and stupid movies with clay-mation and cross dressers.
sounds like a plan. ;~D |
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| uughghghoeoch82894dan |
[Oct. 24th, 2006|05:52 pm] |
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| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | jack johnson-banna pancakes (its stuck in my head) | ] |
Hookay.
this is how its gone down here in the land of disabled young men.
I played chess and now I am on the community room place computer...I don't even like chess.
I am a checkers kind of man if you know what I'm saying.
I feel like my brain is melting, mainly because I've had WAY to much time to think while I've been here. I've been thinking about how in two years I am going to be either in a large amount of trouble or an ass ... not sure.
All I know is that I'm going to Stanford and someone isn't. UGGGHHHH. cali+cripple=X
Interesting equation no? I am nervous to see how that pans out. Anyway on to lighter less cryptic subjects...
So in the circle of trust some guy came out of the closet ... he was crying. I felt insanely awkward..like I walked in on like someone feeling themselves up in a public restroom...
which actually happened once... WHOA WEIRD.
I don't feel like myself today, that's what I offered in the circle of trust, granted I wasn't telling people I liked the man sex but the other guys thought it was interesting and that I should elaborate ... but for the life of me I couldn't.
I think its this place I feel like I've caught something. |
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| Day 3. |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|02:12 am] |
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Okay so today wasn't as bad, we went on a nature roll after mass and it was kind of nice. 'kind of' being the operative words. One of the counselors got pooped on by a bird, I laughed which equaled a nice time as far as I'm concerned.
We also went to a lecture given by a guy who was severally burned, he talked about how we shouldn't feel sorry for ourselves.
I will never utter another complaint again.
Eh...okay I lied I'm about to complain my ass off to my mom ... who is getting off in like 15min.
Anyway braces has been avoiding me and me and Robert talk about bands after color time.
Whatever it could be worse. At least the foods good.
bye all. |
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| Life Sucks. |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|05:31 am] |
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Okay.
This is what's up kids.
I am in the dormitory of cripple camp. Whatev.
Everyone is asleep. Except for the scary kid with braces who keeps asking me if I've 'done it' with my girlfriend.
NO I FUCKING HAVEN'T FOR THE LAST TIME. perv.
He's looking at me...he's in the next bed. HE'S LOOKING AT ME! I'm half tempted to ask him if he wants to make out. Just to freak the catholic shit out of him. F. U. N. But naah, I don't want to risk it...he might anal probe me and then we would be awkward around one another for the rest of the week and who wants that?
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ANYWAY... Brittany said good-bye at the airport, I really appreciated my aunt telling her to see me off. my aunt is prepared for anyone to die at any given time so she thought that the love of my life should see me off.
Go auntie.
So yeaz. went on the 45min flight and got to Tampa with all the other disabled young men, and then went to mass....FOR TWO HOURS. What?!?!?! and then unpacked in our little dorm things and I called Britt, got some sympathy and then went on my merry little way.
Seminars and arts and crafts.
Sucks doesn't it?
BUT for every weird pant wetting pansy there is a kid who wants to be here as much as me...which means not at all. So have one ... ally? yea his name is Robert I think.
Anyway I have to wake my crippled ass up at 7 and go to mass.
UUHGHGHTHHEFAHUH.
Going on Myspace. lmao.
Braces just said Myspace is the devil.
He's getting asked if he wants to play tonsil hockey.
PREPARE TO BE SCARED.
Bye. |
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| faggots |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|12:20 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Miss Delaney | ] |
okay i know i haven't updated in a really long time BUT i have something to talk about. so here-a-goes. ( lawl)
Okay first off I would like to say my mother is fucking insane. I know she thinks that what she is doing in a good for me but its fucking dumb. that's saying something because my mother is a doctor, her doing something dumb is a rare thing.
Anyway so let me tell you what this thing is ... she sending me to CRIPPLED CAMP. What the fuck mom. Ugh okay its not crippled camp exactly, its St. Mary's Week Long Get Away For Disabled Young Men.
O.O
WHAT?!?!?!?
Knowing my luck some scary priest guy is going to ass rape me at fucking St.Marys.... catholic men scare me.
Dammit. She signed me up for seven days of disabled bonding! I'm thoroughly insulted. This was her lame attempt to make me feel like I am 'normal.'
Last time I checked I was normal. I just cant walk.
For the past couple of weeks all I hear from my mom is how I need to ask guys from the team (yea the crippled fucking basketball team that I have been in since I was 12 when she forced me to join... ) to come to the house. But why? I mean I know them and I guess we are friends but I have other friends like Brett and Mark and Brittany. I am fucking normal.
I think she wants me to be in a niche or something. So I guess that entails that I must hang around people who sit in chairs all the time too. I dot know its just annoying.
SO for seven days I get to like play chess and got seminars with other disabled catholic boys.
Why does this feel like I just signed up for a freaky gay porn thing? I feel dirty. thanks mom.
Anyway on a happier note. I did get to see Brittany. And that was nice. even if those two hours passed by way to quickly. I need to see her more then two hours a week its annoying. And now thanks to a girl named Liz I have an orange flavored condom stashed in we sock drawer.
Now I really feel dirty. Thanks Liz.. for serious this time.
BLAH. Anyway I am happy for right now. But come October 30th i am going to want to shoot myself.
I can see it now.... Sitting in a circle talking about how I cant walk and how that really must suck.
Which it doesn't?
**Also.... I talked to my doctor about sex. he almost peed his pants. I've never been more embarrassed in my entire life. That guy taught me how to walk. Oh God. |
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[Sep. 19th, 2006|04:06 pm] |
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uhm yea so i think that the great wide world is generally full of creeps who are all out to kill me.
thats what my mommy said.
okay but in all seriousness. girls when you pop out a kid and then raise it do you slowly become more paranoid? sheeezz mom give me a fuckng break calm your mom-noia your drowning me.
anyway in other news. britt's friend is a cum sucking fag bag. and thats saying somthing because i dont really call people cum sucking anything, especially not a cum sucking fag bag.
where do people get off calling me broken? that was a low blow. not that i would feel it....shifty eyes....anyway i think the bitch should grow a set and come tell me im broken to my face. LOL. i can see it now.
"your broken!"
"damn right im broken, and your fucking a creep-oid!"
"sniffle...dies (from aids and other fun crotch monkeys)"
muahahhaaa. that wasnt funny.
oh well. not feeling witty today.
sigh. im going to roll away now. peace niggas. |
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| I steal. |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|08:07 pm] |
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okay i stole it from britt
Survey about your significant other.....
Basics
Her Name: Brittany
Her age: 16
How many months are you apart in age?
23 mos.
How long have you been together:
a month
How Long did you know each other before you got together?
a few months
What physical features attracted you to her first?:
her green eyes and how understanding and beautiful she is.
Eye color:
bright green
Hair color:
brown curls :)
Hair style:
curly and cute
Normal Outfit:
jeans, a shirt? and some pretty amazing shoes as she never fails to point out. lol.
How did you meet:
at the mall. thought she was the most amazing person and was going to cry "why god!?!?" if she didnt let me have her number. lol. luckily she did.
2)RELATIONSHIP STUFF
How serious is it:
i love her with everything i am.
Do your parents like her:
my mother loves her. she says "dont you dare break her heart" jeez mom.
Do you trust her:
yes.
Would you share a toothbrush with her:
why the fuck not? i think we've shared enough spit to make sharing a toothbrush okay. lol.
Does she let you wear her pants:
no, well i havent asked...personally i dont think i am going to be putting her pants on if i manage to get them off...i meen uhm...heh.
Do you have a shirt of hers that you sleep with?
no but she has a few on mine. hmnf.
Do you like the way she smells:
yes. like her shampoo, she smells like pretty...if that makes sense
Can you picture having kids with her:
yes.
What bothers you the most about her:
when she thinks shes ugly.
Does she have a temper:
yes. but shes irish so i forgive. lol.
Are you happy to be with her:
deleriously ( well i happen to agree with her! )
Do you think you could do better:
no.way.in.hell.
Does she embarrass you in public:
nope.
Does she smoke or do drugs?:
no she thinks its "icky" right? lol. that and i dont think she would want to damage her body. heh. i steal her answers.
Does her drink?:
well sometimes but not with me. or even sence we have been together. so not often.
3)SOME OTHER STUFF
Does she have any piercings?:
yea two in each ear.
Does she have any scars that you know of?:
like the scars of a clumsy kid but nothing major.
Is she a Party girl or Stay at home?:
home. people make her nervous. ;D
Is she Outgoing or Shy?:
shy i think but her temper is outgoing.lol.
Does she love her mama?:
yea. lol. i think she is closer to her dad though.
Would she hang out with you and YOUR friends?:
she has...so yea i guess she would.
Would she hang out with you and Her friends?:
yea she wants to, conflicting scheldules. we'll make it work never fear.
Are you close to her family?:
no i've never met them. well other than her older sister. but yea she is afraid of uncomfortable situations. weird.
DOES SHE
Sing?:
yes very well. to. but i didnt tell you that. she wouldnt want you to know. ;)
work?
naaa.
Wear boxers/briefs?
uhhh....i'll let you know when i get that far...i meen. uhm.. you get it. |
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| shheez |
[Sep. 10th, 2006|12:30 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | eh ghey | ] |
okay this is for the girl who is bitching my ear off.
10 reasons why i do and dont look like the guitarists from AAR:
DOs:
1. okay we have the same hair cut. so does every single guy who listens to ghey music and likes girl pants.
2. okay fine i am willing to accept that we make the same ghey faces, i also make the same faces as my two year old cousin..when she has to poop. that just shows you its a common trait.
3. we are probably about the same size. im not sure. i cant stand remember. heh just kidding. well no i seriously cant stand.
4. we dress the same? maybe? i dont know. i dress the same as everyone. not overly orginal.
5. we both have big mouths. this is somthing i hate. but i look like effing elvis unless i am doing a weird face. he looks like a guppie.
DONTs:
1. im cuter.
2. im crippled. eh.
3. i have green eyes. he has brown i think google isnt really being my friend.
4. he has tatoos. i dont. yet. give it time.
5. im cuter!
done now? |
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| wtf |
[Sep. 1st, 2006|11:50 pm] |
HELLO EVERYONE IN LIVEJOURNAL LAND!!!
..sigh.. yet another site to wallow away the hours poking around in. my girlfriend has no life so in regular conversation shes like "blah blah blah my livejournal" or "blah blah blah jessica's livejournal" OOORRR "BLAH bleh BLAH...fucking myspace."
so i join these sites. to understand what she says. lol. this is a dedicated relationship.
anyway...uh friend me. yes bitches, friend me and my crippled emotions. no pun fucking intended assholes.
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